[IF I DON’T GET X NUMBER OF REVIEWS (FANFIC FLAMINGO) THEN I’LL UPDATE AT EXACTLY THE SAME RATE I ALWAYS DO BECAUSE I AM AN ADULT]
That rate may not be fast, but that’s a whole other issue!
I will say that it’s entirely ridiculous when people say “I won’t update unless I get X reviews” but I’ll also admit that reviews sometimes give you the boost you need to keep writing.
Actually too tired to sew. This day is not going well.
Things that make me feel a little bit better when I’m having a high-anxiety day: dog vine compilations.
Ugh. Just had to send another email to my professors being like “sorry, I can’t come to class today AGAIN because my brain is still set on ‘destroy everything’ mode and I can’t actually leave my room.” I’m sure soc prof is gonna be really happy with that excuse, but frankly she can go fuck herself. Please, please, please, brain, stop doing this shit so I can go back to being a vaguely productive student.